Thursday, October 25, 2012

The Just-There-Girl


-A poem

The Just-There-Girl stood by a scene
Unfolding before her eyes
Emotions to relate, actions to despise
Too many thoughts to relay
-No words to say
The Just-There-Girl was just there
Feeling left to their fair-weather care

The Just-There-Girl stood beside a crowd
Half of her heart in their brittle hands
But all are blinded by their own demands
They hear nothing at their core
-So why try to say more
The Just-There-Girl was just there
As her paper heart they begin to tear  

The Just-There-Girl stood with the ones
Considered once worth the while
But tries at conversation turn out just as futile
Her true feelings she will smother
-there one day, gone another
The Just-There-Girl was just there
To them where she stands, is there just air?  

The Just-There-Girl stood next to a road
Converging with the horizon alone
Being known through another is not being known
The same path has been travelled by and by
-By souls seeking to find more than a lie
The Just-There-Girl was just there
  Until one day-
                She just wasn’t 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Donning of Yawning and Just Desserts

( ^ In other words: Why We Yawn and Get Brain-Freezes) 
-A Human Anatomy paper gone Haywire, by Miranda H.

Sometimes the body does things that we don’t really understand; often we don’t think to wonder why. Yawning is one of these things. Why do we yawn? I’m sure you have noticed that when you see someone else yawn, suddenly, you are overcome with the need to yawn as well. Why is this the case? Also, what is a ‘brain-freeze’? What causes the rush of pain after eating/drinking something especially cold? The ‘unexplained’ intrigues me, as hopefully, it does you as well.
       The definition of a yawn is: ‘To open the mouth wide with a deep inhalation, usually involuntarily, from drowsiness, fatigue, or boredom’ but recent studies have started to discover that this may not be totally correct. Although we would like to have a set cause for yawning and what triggers it, there isn’t just one, rather, there are quite a few theories as to the primary reason. None of these, however, have been empirically proved.
       Recent studies have shown that yawning may be connected to the cooling down of the brain by breathing in a large amount of air. Did you know that our brain temperature is different from our body temperature? The brain burns about 20% of the calories we consume daily, as a result, it generates heat. Since the brains of mammals function best within a slim temperature range, many think yawning may be our bodies’ way of cooling it down. In 2007 Scientists had a group of people watch videos of yawning and discovered that, when cold-packs were applied to the forehead throughout, it nearly eradicated contagious yawning.
      Interestingly enough, another study has shown that peoples yawning differ from season to season; hence, yawning may very well be thermoregulatory behavior. Subjects were exposed to two seasonal temperatures of desert climates, winter at around 70 degrees, and early summer at around 98 degrees. Upon showing the subjects pictures of people yawning, there was a significant difference in regards to the amount of yawning, winter: 45%; summer: 24%. Participants were more likely to yawn in the milder environment after extended periods of time outside, while lengthy exposure to temperatures at or above body temperature was related with reduced yawning; an overheated brain gets little relief from taking in air that is warmer than body temperature.
      Have no fear, though, the most common idea that yawning is a result of fatigue isn’t completely off. All these observations would explain why we yawn when tired, Sleep deficiency increases brain temperature. Another explanation for this phenomenon is that when our blood contains increased quantities of carbon dioxide, it becomes in need of the inflow of oxygen (or expulsion of carbon dioxide) that a yawn is said to provide. Nervousness has also been suggested as a possible reason; uneasiness often indicates the awareness of an approaching need for action. Circumstantial evidence proposes that yawning benefits the increase of the state of alertness in a person.
      As for why yawning is contagious, scientists have speculated that it is a way to signal to others in a group to stay alert and ready in the event of outside attacks, at least in cases of dog packs. Keep in mind, though, that all of these reasons discussed so far are only hypothesis and theories. We may never know exactly what the reason, since it was fashioned by the most magnificent and omnipotent creator.
      Brain-freezes, what’s up with those, right? You’re basking in the delicious enjoyment of your chocolate milkshake, when out of nowhere you are interrupted by a searing pain in your forehead. What causes this agonizing interruption, you ask? Well, these Brain-freezes, otherwise known as ‘ice-cream headaches’, result from the intake, especially quick intake, of cold foods. The cold substance, in contact with the roof of the mouth (palate), or in swallowing it, brings about this cranial discomfort in about ten seconds. The sudden variation in temperature in the palate causes blood vessels to rapidly swell in an effort to warm the region back up. The increase of blood vessels activates pain receptors, which escalate sensitivity to further pain and produce inflammation. This happens while they are sending signals to the brain through the trigeminal nerve (pictured here, the trigeminal nerve is in yellow) to alert it of the quandary. Because the trigeminal nerve senses facial pain as well, the brain deduces that the pain signal is coming from the forehead. This occurrence is called “referred pain”, which is an easy way of saying, “pain perceived at a location other than the site of the painful stimulus.” This rise in blood volume and subsequent growth in size in the anterior cerebral artery (supplies oxygenated blood to parts of the brain) is thought to bring about the pain related with ice-cream headaches.
      To help relieve the aching, some doctors propose pressing the tongue against the roof of the mouth to warm the area, or tipping the head back for about 10 seconds. There you have it, two events that happen quite frequently but we don’t often ask why. Just keep in mind, you could be in danger of rupturing an artery while diving into your ice-cream wonderland- but what a way to go. ;)

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Band-aids

   This year God has been teaching me many things, even when I don't necessarily want to be taught. Most notably would be- (and I know this is probably a big lesson for everyone)- to fully rely on Him. I know this is something I will continually have to work on and strive for. Trusting completely in Christ wont happen overnight, but I've struggled with it quite a bit in the past few months especially.
   When you're younger it almost seems like the worst injuries can always be fixed by your mom or a band-aide (it may even take both if it's really bad). As you get older you slowly begin understanding more about what goes on in the world and realize there are much worse things than a rug-burn or where your brother bruised you. Still, even then, as you begin diving headlong into what we commonly call life (or what some call the biggest adventure possible), troubles come. Every story worth reading has trials right? so, every life worth living is going to have some.
    My family and I have gone through a lot of those lately. And you want to know the toughest thing I realized through it all? I can't fix everything. I can't make people feel completely okay. I'm powerless to stop the ordeals and hardships from pressing on the ones I love the most, and would do anything for. I can't make the problem disappear with a comforting word. I can't just stick a band-aid on it anymore.
 But someone can.
Maybe it's just me, but I think the hardest thing to do is watch someone you love being crushed by the worries and trials of the world. truly and honestly it is the most painful kind of torture to the soul.
Here's the catch: we have a hope. What's the hope? what could possibly remedy the feeling of utter uselessness and inability to heal the hurt of the ones you love? well...the hope we have in Jesus Christ. "phhht, oh yeah, with all the soul crushing I'm sure HE just heals everything right up, huh?"- you may be saying, and the answer is yes...and no. "she's finally gone off the deep-end, it can't be both." But it's true, He doesn't always heal it right up. News flash for ya- God's plan hardly ever fits into your "perfect" human one. We are usually incapable of seeing God's big picture as it plays out, sometimes we never do. That's when faith comes in and when those who don't have this faith are convinced that those who do are crazy- They don't see the happenstances of the world through the eyes of a renewed and hopeful heart. We have faith that it is all in His hands and that he works all things together for good. He has a plan for you. Everything you have gone through is just the steep climb before reaching the top to see the gorgeous view.
   I don't know if this completely relates to what I began writing this blog post about, but I think it all ties together. The tempestuous -(yes, this is one of my favorite words, meaning: 'Characterized by strong and turbulent or conflicting emotion')- times in my family, though slowly being mopped-up, I still don't see much  meaning in. But looking back on it all, I now have more appreciation for my amazingly incredible family and the mysterious ways of God. Maybe everything that happened wasn't even to impact my family and I; in the long run, maybe it's someone we don't even realize who God is working in through all of it.
   Have hope. Have Faith. You can't live without them, and they are both only found in Jesus Christ.
:)


Monday, October 1, 2012

Song of Myself

Hello again,
   So, besides the fact that I am a horrible excuse of a blogger, I actually do have something to blog about! *applause! applause!* I listen to music almost the entire time that I'm at work since I do outdoor jobs +gardening and etc., hence I have been listening to almost three hours of (most) of the same music on my ipod this entire year, three days a week, and today...I heard a song that I hadn't heard before! I put my ipod on shuffle and it had never played this song before, and I didn't even realize it existed...until today, and it kinda expresses the way I feel to the 'T'. <what does that even mean? to the 'T'? I've heard it before but never thought about it... great, now I have to look it up or it will bug me all night.
HERE GOOGLE, GOOGLE, GOOGLE!

"The expression is actually "down to a tee" or, more commonly simply "to a tee". Either "tee" or "T" will do, but in any case the reference is to the LETTER of the alphabet.
This is clear when you discover the origin of the expression. It's actually a shortened form of "to a tittle", an expression in use in English by the early 17th century, with the meaning "to the smallest detail." (the variation appears by the late 17th century)..." 
-wow, well now I know. I feel much more enlightened than I did three minutes ago, and THAT ladies and gentlemen is the magic of the internet. 
 Back to what I was saying- so, a song started playing and I fell in love with it because it's how I try to live. God has blessed me with being able to enjoy the seemingly insignificant things and I can't fully express the joy I feel when the golden light of the sun setting washes over everything or having the wind whip through the trees so that leaves go dancing through the air. Life is so much more than living.  
So, without further ado, the song that I've ranted about:     :)